the undisclosed

19th May 2012

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Insomnia

2.21..I’m still very awake.
Hoping to get up early for a swim or run before the Korea trip discussion.
Today is 20th may. She say she will let me know again in may when she is free.
But she did not text me yet as of today.
Y do I still feel disappointed? When I told myself I shldnt be expecting anything.
I know I should completely put it down n move on. Holding on to those memories is not healthy.
That’s the longest that I couldn’t let go. Two years. I still miss her presence.her everything.
The spoilt brat.the girl who treats me like trash.
But yes, i still think of here and there.
Im not wishing for much, just hoping to meet up and catch up and se how she have been.
I always wonder. Will she text me if I don’t text her?
I guess I know the answer but just refused to admit to it.
Every time I went for a trip, I’m just reminded of her. Perhaps the lousy memories had a great on me.
I just wish to let herby birthday wish will always be the same.
我爱的人，幸福，快乐

我依然爱你 或许是命中注定
多年之后偶然 偶然都无法代
那些时光 是我这辈子最美好的
那些回忆 依然无法忘记